I haven’t posted on here in a long time. Roughly 3 years, I’d say.
It’s funny how habits cycle with habits.
Did you know my yoga instructor, at work today, asked me how much weight I’d lost?
S yesterday told me that *4* people (4!) had asked her if I was okay, or if I was “wasting” away.
I journaled a lot of my old eating problems on Tumblr way back in the day, prior to being hospitalized. And yet here we are again!
Coping mechanisms are strange.
I recognize it this time, and have it under control more or less. I mean, pasta is terrifying. But other than that, doing just fine.
I just really need an outlet, honestly. Instagram got so public, and I can’t speak to people without them freaking out about it, and it drives me nuts. I just want to talk to someone/something about it.
